Monday, June 8, 2009

????? x infinity

so this is generally what happens when i make a decision about something.

if i decide against publishing, my favorite literary agent that i interned for will say something like "you are really good at this" or "there's nothing in the world like finding a manuscript you love."

if i decide that i should give publishing a try, someone will tell me how ideal teaching is and how great i am with kids and how rewarding it is to be a teacher and how you get summers off and how the pay in NYS is great.


usually i flipflop every few days. sometimes weeks.

today i was set on teaching, then got an email from michael about a manuscript that i pitched to editors that is getting published, AND THEN i saw my french teacher from jr high who gushed about how i would make a great teacher for 10 minutes and how she'd help me.


i am so freaking lost, this isn't funny.

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