they sing through life so why can't we?

i am happy. i don't know why. i just am.

some things still suck, but overall life is pretty amazing, huh? i have lots of great friends and a great internship that i love and i have an apartment in the west village, for now, and spring is here.

and i have vampire academy, for now, because i only have a hundred pages left in Shadow Kiss and after that i'll have to wait until august til the next one comes out. and i don't think i can wait that long. i am basically really obsessed with dimitri and scared to death that what i read by mistake on the internet actually happens. because i am obsessed with dimitri and that just can't happen. that'd be the end of the world. that'd be worse than killing sirius black.

it's raining and i love the sound of the rain. i love that i don't have anywhere to go this weekend and that if i choose, i can do homework and relax in my room the entire time. it's gonna rain tomorrow anyway.. i'm not sad. i won't feel obligated to go outside. or compelled to go to yogurtland.