i am so crazy on so many levels. here are some of my secrets revealed.
i need the closet doors to be shut before i go to sleep.
if i have a drink in my hand, i will drink it. i always need to be sipping something. (especially water)
i make life backup plans, because if i feel trapped in anything i will start to hyperventilate. this includes 9-5/5days a week jobs.
i can only sleep in beds on the left side of the room. otherwise i feel really uncomfortable.
i only walk on the right side of the sidewalk.
i overanalyze and rethink everything.
i hate lettuce.
the things i love the most i hate the most. paris, new york, stupid tv shows, certain friends... and anyway, i would rather feel anything but complacency.
i feel really naiive 95% of the time and that makes me really self-conscious.
i compulsively check my email every two seconds.
i love reading but it takes a lot of effort ... i have a tiny attention span.
i can talk myself into/out of anything.
the reason i am such a good liar is because i need those backup plans. my lies are ways to escape if necessary.
i hate admitting defeat/quitting anything. i've never quit anything in my life. i still have the same summer job i did when i was 13.
i am dramatic.
i must be a masochist, because i listen to sad music constantly and that actually makes me sad about something. usually something i've invented in my head.
i am scared to death to grow up and often wish to be back in high school.
i hate being surprised but i love when you try.
we've been in each others' heads for so long that i don't know how to separate myself from you and that is such an awful feeling.
Monday, January 26, 2009
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