to be honest, i am sometimes very surprised at my resilience. sometimes it's all a lot... balancing classes, homework, essays, projects, internship, finding leisure time so i don't go insane, living on my own (so cooking and cleaning and etc), balancing my outings with friends, missing my best friend like crazy, trying to figure out my summer, my future, money situations, life drama... sometimes i want to cry. and i don't. i make plans, i trudge through, and it all passes eventually.
i have a giant to-do list for the month of april. and today, did almost half of an essay that's not due til next friday and i made a gigantic pot of lentil/bean stew that will last me two more dinners and i made a dent on the research for this bilingual project that i'm dreading...
and i looked at pictures from freshman year (bad idea) and i remembered how easy it all was and how amazing. i love my friends. they're all absolutely amazing and i wouldn't trade them for (almost ;)) anything. and yet, if i could go back to then, i might. we're all so much older...we've experienced so much in these past two years and i miss being that carefree and that blissfully happy. because i was. and so in love with the world...
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