Thursday, March 5, 2009

here's to silence

i am so frustrated.

i really need and want to stop caring.

no. this time i really mean it.

i just don't know HOW.

stop watching that goddamn tv show, for starters.



also, i just want someone to try to understand me. for even a second.
does it matter more that it's silly or that it's important to me??
no one, absolutely no one sees how hard this is for me.

it's nothing. nothing, nothing, nothing.
how did it ever get this bad?

it's better. i'll stop suffocating eventually and start living on my own.

i just want to fast-forward til it's all over and it stops tearing my heart apart.

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