do you know why i write in this blog so often? because nobody really listens to me. i wish for one minute that the girls would stop judging me and just listen and try to understand instead of saying "wow, i really don't understand you..."
what is wrong with me!?!? i read a manuscript today with a pretty explicit gay sex scene. and all i could think was "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I WISH I WERE A BOY!!!!!!!!! or, at least actually wanted to be one. but i don't. i like being a girl. and i'm rather good at it. i just wish i were born a boy. because then i wouldn't want to be a girl. probably.
my life is so confusing. everything about me is wrong and backwards and how will i ever be truly happy and properly in love if my fucked up brain thinks that all boys would be better off with other boys?
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